Mixed Emotions

Just about to start a Tech hop shift at Mercia, and I had an hour to kill so I started watching the film 21.

Great film, love it to bits. But this one part really sums up a situation i'm in at the moment.




I'm going to be moving back to Coventry over the next few weeks as commuting is killing me and i just don't get any fun anymore. Or any time to do anything, such as this!! So theres 2 choices... Student Accom, which i've seen a place. Its cheap, got private parking, good facilities, on a main road (i like seeing people going by) and the room is on the back (so its quiet and over looks the car park). But i don't know what the poeple are going to be like, and the rent goes through till July, so i could look for somewhere just for me, and just move infor 6 months which would cost about the same. But its a lot of agro, setting up bills and moving stuff, but i'll have a proper pad, and a lot more space.

But moving back into student accom, there the chance i get back the whole student life which i've missed, and its near Mercia, which'll be grand!

The money aspect of this all, well i'm trying to aim for so much in life, and although i look back over the last year and think christ i've come far, i don't feel like i've progressed over the last few months. Whcih has annoyed me a little. Plus i do a lot of work for not much return. Don't get me wrong, i enjoy a challenge and i don't want to be minted, but i haven't seen much return, in fun, montry or achievement, for how much i've put in over the last 3 weeks.

But i feel a lot better this week, than i did last week, so i guess things could be worse.

Anyway, time to get on with this shift, speak to you all later

Thanks for reading too x x x