Charlottes, Nieces, Pubs and Cobs.

Can i start todays evtry by saying that the charlotte church show is crap. Ihate this show, it holds no intellectual or entertainment value what so ever, which her using any excuse to sing, badly, worrbling over other bands while poorly asking questions obviusly wrote by other epople for her. She is the complete example of how a name flaws over content, with people tuning into this bint. I mean singing intro's to the contents of tonights show, that wasn't even cool in the 50's so why now? anyway she'll be off t.v. in a few weeks time, but until then, i'm glad my t.v. has an off button.

Anyway today, i spent a lovely morning with my very close friend Laura. I taped Luara's wedding not to long ago and we remain close since then, hold each others secrets and talking whenevr we need. And Marc, her lovely husband, is a great pal of mine as well, so we all get along very well. We talked for a long time, had dinner, and general had a very good time.

Of course evry sunny day has a shower following and that came in the form of having dinner with Claire and Rachael, my ex. Through School and College, we had a very tightly knit social group, no one was left out. Unfortunately, i happened to upset a very strong figure within it, and after that storm had weathered and Uni had taken its toll, its now more in pieces, however they all seem to go out, and aviod me, so i too the oppurtunity to see them. And afterwards i wished i hadn't. All the time they spent talking about how good uni is, their social life is and what they plan to do for the next year social wise. Not once was I invited anywhere, i very strong feeling that i'm not welcome. So after a few hours, i asked to get dropped off at my sisters. I now know that Rachael, who i did once dearly love is now nothing more than a memory, as time and experience and change her character.

Then I was at my sisters house, a place i've recently found to be very welcoming. There i got to talk with Nick, my brother in law, who is to me a brother, and Judy, My sister. Jude i can always make laugh with storys of whats happened, and Nick is great company. Then there are my Nieces. Gemma, the eldest, Chloe, who i'm a god father and second eldest, and Becky, by far the youngest but by far the boss. After about an hour there it was apparent they needed shopping, and not long after we were in Nick's Toyota Surf, to hear the resounding tired noise of a flat battery. So with that, Nick and Judy disappeared in his works van and i was left with gemma chloe becky and shanie, their friend to look after. and it turned out to be a lot of fun!! The girls are a lot more matture and with them coming back for Weymouth on holiday yesterday, they weren't so hyper. And they all seemed to be very happy, with them asking many q's about my recent ventures to London. So when Jude returned everyone was happy, only hieghtened by Nicks mom and dad, Carol and Cliff visiting. It was lovely to see them again, especially as my dad doesn't get on with them, but i get along fine. I like to be the odd one from our family, in a nice way tho :)

So the night ended when mom and dad came a picked me. up. Usually after the experience the pub i'd be down, but this will sound harsh, i'm better off without them, i'm happy to go it alone. So now i'm off to eat a fry up!!

speak soon,

Much Love x x